FOLLOW HER! 

SO INSPIRATIONAL. (& its the healthy way! <3)

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Before and Afters.

So today, I got a new seat (a comfy memory foam one :P) and some lights and a basket for my bike. 

I’m gonna start riding it daily like I used to, and I’ve decided that that is how I will get around the majority of my time this upcoming summer.

Definate gas saver! :P

But bike riding I find it very relaxing. 

 The summer going into my freshmen year of high school, I used to ride my bike everyday and all day. No lie. I used to wake up at like 8, eat breakfast, do my chores as I watch The Price is Right (lol) then head out on my bike with my 2 other sisters. Then around lunch time, We would come home and make some lunch and watch Felicity :P Then after that was over, it was time to fill up our waters and get back on our bikes. After about 2-3 hours we would head back home just in time to eat dinner. Then, after dinner we went to the park with my mom and brother, and played basketball, tag, or frisbee.

Let me tell you, my legs were so in shape and tan!

They looked so gooood!

I can’t wait to have am lookin like that again lol.

 Growing up with a twin sister and always being compared was tough. I think that is where my self esteem issues first began. I was always the chubby one and EVERYONE let me Know every wakin moment of everyday.

I just remember I wanted to cry when I was compared or called out for being the chubbier twin. I can’t remember any weight issues bothering me in middle school, probably cause I was gettin bullied for totally other reasons. But all throughout high school I thought I was fat. And it did make it any better that I was friends with skinny girls. So I was always he bigger one.

They were all able to share clothes and do what girls do. I Used to hate going shopping because I would have to go to the sections where the size large was while my friends and my sister went to the smalls and medium sections.

 But recently, I’ve been looking at photos from high school and I don’t know what I was thinking. I was not fat then at all. I didn’t even know what fat was. I didn’t even have a single stretch mark on my body then. Now I do. I‘ve gained about 15 pounds since high school I’m sure of it. I was crazy thinking I was fat then. I defiantly was not.

But this is only another reason to keep me Motivated and on track. I can be that thin again like I was in high school. “high school skinny” lol. I have picked up some really bad eating habits and need to stop em ASAP. I have to do this for myself because I know it will make me feel better inside. I want to be able to be comfortable in my own skin. I want to be able to wear a tanktop out without being self  consious about my arms. I need to do this. I know it will only make me a better person. I’ve wanted this for so long.      

Haven’t been on this in a while.

But I’m pleased to say that I am still keeping up with everything :)

I started running daily with my bf and doin some core workouts.

Results=happy me! <3

My love handles are gettin smaller and smaller :P !!!

But my boobs did 2! >:P (whaccckk! lol)

<3

Because I lost those 5 lbs, I am going to go ahead and buy myself some cute bras and panties tomorrow.

:P

<3

Too cold and rainy to go for a run or a bike ride.

What to do what to do.

Maybe some jump rope in my backyard padio for now?

Idk yet. :P

Woo hoo for me :P hahah

Finally gonna hop back on here and stuff to cause I’m done with finals!

Spring Break nowww!! O yes!

But no time for fooling around!

I need to look into a new gym and get a membership.

I’m thinking Golds gym cause my bf goes there, but I’m also thinking 24 hour fitness cause its like right around the corner from my house, and my sister might get one there.

And I can work out better with her cause I can’t keep up with my bf lol

But idkkkk yet.

But I lost about 5 lbs since I last weighed myself. 

It’s a good start for me, I have been swamped with school that I really wasnt putting 100% into it. I’ll be honest, life can have its distractions and I put things ahead of other things, but it doesnt mean this is what I dont want.